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Gillian ZU gonna love me 11/11/2008 u r blessedU r a good person. God will be with u~
U'll be all right soon.
Just have a little faith~
好人有好报，一定的。 8/22/2006 what I learn ... 1st Have you ever considered the changes that are taking place and will take place in your life as a college student? Has it ever occured to you that your professor and other school personnel have certain goals for your growth and maturity during your college years?
Has it ever dawned on you that certain developmental changes will occur in your life as you move from adolescence to young adulthood? Though college students seldom think about them, key changes will probably happen to them during their college years. That paragraph is what I learned today.......It's also today's homework.....I need to recite it .
How many years didn't I stand up when the teacher comes into the classroom? &How many years haven't I done my homework so seriously???& How many years haven't I learned something in vacation!!!
Anyhow,it's a good chance for me to learn something and to do something towards my laziness....Carry on ...I'll try my best...Gillian is the best  8/20/2006 祝我早日康复 I DON'T LIKE ILLNESS... After 12&a half hours in the coach from Tangshan back to my hometown,I finally got home at 8:30 at night....so tired...I slept nearly the whole day the next two days.
When did I first feel so sleepy and tired at home eating and doing nonsense? I can't remember it .Maybe after the NET?... No . Those days I was abandoned to the net and was drowned there from morning till night .Then when .... I really can't remember but I know somehow I am not the girl who used to love staying at home from the first day of the vacation till the end.
Finally I was energetic again and was about to go out with CABBIAGE_one of my old friends.But .....at the last minute ,I felt dizzy and for a moment I knew I'd got a fever.Bad luck.I had been dead in that bed for several days & I would be there for another few days...
 Lovely CABBIAGE, wait for me ,I'll be better very soon...I hope...
To my surprise, fever is not enough...I also caught a bad cold and my stomach felt abnormal...The first ever time did I get a cold in summer!!!
Summer is my favourite season,but I'm about to ruin it ill in bed ...
 One of my high schoolmates used to tell me he had broken his breastbone becouse of coughing too hard ...I laughed at him at that time but today ....when I sneezed for a whole day and felt my frame work was about to break down ....
 I finally know how bad effect a piece of illness can result in ... MY dear friends , though it's summer now,don't forget to protect yourselves well and keep off to all the illness,including cold!!!
Pray for my feeling better tomorrow...  8/16/2006 遗失的美好 忘了什么时候第一次听到这首歌，一听即被它的旋律所打动，说不清是更喜欢曲调还是歌词，或者两者兼有吧。 遗失的美好......这个名字我就蛮喜欢，记得以前跟人说过我喜欢哀而不伤，大概这歌带给我的就是这种感觉很合我的胃口吧。 “ 海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天在地平线交会 爱如果走得够远 应该也会跟幸福相见” 莫名的就喜欢海，也喜欢天，喜欢他们那么澄澈的蓝色，所以连带着有关海和天的文字就一并喜欢了，这歌词的前两句~~大概因此被我喜欢了吧。
“我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好”，阳光里，一个天真执著又可爱的女孩儿就这样寻着丢掉的或者本就不属于她的那份想象中的美好，没有怀疑也没有怨言，就那么执著的寻着......因为“有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了”
喜欢了这歌好久，一直都觉得它是唱给某个人听的，直到有一天终于有机会唱了，那人在听......唱完莫名的想掉眼泪。想这美好，许久的美好，就让它遗失了吧，未尝不是好事。这样追寻的路途，不知通向何方，还不如保留着一路上的美丽回忆吧，把喜欢的歌，唱给了属于它的人听，这样的结局很完美。
这样想着，她静静地离开了，带着她惯有的微笑~~
 PS: 《遗失的美好》完整歌词 海的思念绵延不绝 5/5/2006 加油~~沫沫 真高兴我有如此可爱的一个妹妹，她叫沫沫~~ 那天无意中看到了她的笔记本，第一页居然是一幅我们俩的合影。照片上我们俩并肩站在河边，互相挽着胳膊。她用细细的蓝钢笔在照片上“我”的旁边引出一个对话框，上面写着“老妹，加油啊，姐姐在北京等你”。“她”的旁边也有个框框，上面写“姐姐，放心吧，沫沫会好好努力”。好可爱的文字，亏她想得出来！我不经意笑出声，这时她走了过来，轻轻的跟我说：“姐，知道么？这是最最艺术的一张照片。”艺术？我不明白。她用手指了指照片上离我们俩很远的一个角落，那儿有两位老奶奶，正搀扶着在河边行走。沫沫调皮的跟我说：“姐，那就是咱们老了的样子！”接着，她把照片翻过来，我看到背面写着：我们老了也要在一起~~
感动~~~真不知道从小被大人们称作没心没肺的妹妹什么时候开始拥有这么细腻的心思了~~
沫沫现在顶着高考的压力，好大的压力~~周围的每个人都说她基础差，没希望的。但是我知道，我的小小的沫沫没那么轻易服输，现在每天学习到1，2点钟的她，不怕看到别人的白眼，不怕别人说她努力了成绩还是那么差，她说她知道总有人相信她...当然了，姐姐永远相信你，你说好要来北京上学，我在这儿等你~~
5/3/2006 很久以前的日记~~ 梦里花落知多少 2005年2月7日
树叶黄了就要掉了北风吹了找不到了太阳累了就要睡了留下月亮等着天亮
冬天来了觉得亮了水不流了你也走了音乐响了让我哭了心已丢了还会痛么
这是《梦里花落知多少》后记中的一段话。
我用了一下午+一晚上的时间读完这本小说，除了伤感，或者是书中用的词“忧愁”，别无其他。
我喜欢女主角林岚，一个敢说敢为朋友付出一切的“雨打风吹天打雷劈野火焚烧，只要有春风，我就阴云不散“的女孩儿。喜欢她的爽朗，喜欢她说的"人总是要失去了一样东西之后才发现那样东西的可贵，于是玩儿命似的补偿。”她觉得她的一生就是为她那一帮“狐朋狗友”而显得还有些意思的。他们一群从幼儿园就在一起的朋友：林岚，顾小北，白松，闻婧，薇薇，火柴，似乎除了贫嘴惹事喝酒疯狂的工作外，别无他事，当然还有纠结不清的感情。
A sad ending,very very sad.善良的人没有得到应得的，邪恶的人没有遭到应受的，命运捉弄人，的确，或许命运没有该不该，迷信的说法说“缘分已尽”，我只想说，这不过是个故事，这只是个故事。
不过说实话，确实喜欢他们的洒脱，他们的酷，我终于理解了他们的痛，甚至可以完全理解他们的骂人，因为这爽快，“灭了他”“让他歇菜”这样好孩子绝对不说的话，我突然觉得没什么比这更真实。
或许我总太小心谨慎，想得到什么又怕失去什么，所以心里总不能......其实，像他们一样简单的活着不好吗？
我是不是值得为每一件小事思来虑去，我是不是要变的洒脱一些？ 当然，即使是眼泪也比心灵的折磨要好，我有权选择我的鞋子走好前程的路，既然无法合着所有人的意（这是必然的），活得坦荡荡就好了。 听着收音机里的声音说：泪水是应该的，只是哭过还应该笑着走好前程的路。 |
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